I was questioning if I was already dead last night. I thought about "What if I'm in hell?" Or perhaps the afterlife. I've thought about this before last night. I asked myself to the point that I felt somewhat convinced that I'm already dead. Perhaps I'm just that depressed?
DAE?
Additional question: If I'm actually dead and in the afterlife, can I 'die' again?
I mean to some extend most people don‘t feel good, but in my case I feel really really bad. Like I feel nausea the whole day, I get a loose stool, my heart beats way more intense when I do physical activities. Often when I masturbate I feel like I‘m about to pass out and I‘m also out of breath.
Do I need to be concerned? I went to two doctors for my fatigue and so far everything looks good. Blood, lungs, heart, etc.
Just my gut is missing some good bacteria.
Anyone else experiencing this? I was also thinking about long covid or mcas? Like I‘m really concerned because today I‘m sleep deprived and I was planning to play some volleyball with my friends
I sometimes find myself laying in bed at 2 AM completely locked in a deep mental simulation where I have to explain a smartphone to a medieval king or peasant.
But the weird part is how realistically I try to analyze it. I can't just say it uses electricity and microchips, because they have absolutely no context for those words. So I start trying to adapt to their vocabulary: It's a polished glowing slate that captures light and can send letters across the world instantly using invisible waves in the air.
Then my brain goes deeper: I realize they would probably burn me at the stake for witchcraft if I said that. So I spend the next 20 minutes carefully restructuring my explanation to sound as non magical, natural, or philosophical as possible just to ensure my hypothetical survival.
Does anyone else's brain drag them into these insanely detailed, non existent time travel scenarios, or am I just overthinking on a whole different level?
