Like what the fuck, I'm here chilling in my bed, knowing i can take a bus to that building and just jump from it, I know it's gonna be tonight but in the meanwhile I'm browsing this subreddit chilling lol
My only option is a mental institution. Death seems much better. I need help and don’t know where to go. I went from cookie cutter family to a broken man. It really feels like the end
I don't care how many people say that I can change my life or not, doesn't matter. Im a failiure. It's better to be dead than be me. People aren't insecure about looks because of two reasons. One is that they are actually good looking and get attention and the other is that they delude themselves into thinking looks matter way less than what it actually does. I hate that I'm born like this. After my exams I'll just die. This world is only for winners and it's unfair. Some people say it's unfair to us all and we should live with it and I say fuck that. If there are 20 players playing basketball and 3-4 people are getting fouled continuously and the referee doesn't do anything at all, then what should the players do? "Oh let me continue the game despite the fouls and never reach the echelon that the top players would reach"? Or just walk out of the game and no longer face injustice? I choose the second option. That game of basketball is life and I'm exiting soon.
